❤ Understand = 了解 ?

Recently like to see his blog .
Means previous blog he wrote before .
Feel that , I really don't understand him .
Between a couple , is it shouldn't have any secrets ?
Or should have some space to each other ?

The answer for me ,
No , couple shouldn't have any secrets .
But the answer for him ,
Yes , should have some space to each other even a couple .
Funny , right ? HAHAHA , Sorry , not funny at all .
This is the problem .
We have different thought and ways in love .

Every time I feel that want to know him more .
But I feel like got a wall between us .
Is that he still used to his single life ?
What should i really do ?
Give up to more understand him ?
Follow his way of love ?

Many question marks in my brain right now .
All the answers are , I Don't Know !
I feel tired for everything .
Honestly , I felt want to give up before .
Just because , I still love you .
Thus , I still persist for it .
Once I give up , not mean I don't love you anymore ,
Just because , I feel too disappointed on you .

Sudden thought .
4am right now .
Good Night .