Saturday, September 25, 2010

❤ 懒惰

有好多的懒惰懒惰哦 =.=
一来 , 懒惰用英文写了 .
二来 , 懒惰写部落格了 .
三来 , 懒惰想东西了 .
哈哈哈 , 不过懒惰想东西 ,
或许是一件好事哦 . =P

这几天表姐来我家玩 ,
而我就带她去玩咯 .
不过只是玩了一天 .
第二天大家都各自玩了 . =x
我带她去kepong吃甜品和steamboat .
真的很喜欢吃甜品哥哥的花生糊 + 汤圆 .
这两天都吃了两次 . =P
steamboat的时候 ,
我们吃菇类还多过肉类 ,
哈哈哈哈 , 亏本货 . =x
后来我们打算去jusco看戏 .
结果烂jusco来的 , 没戏看的 -.-
后来我们还是回ampang看算了 .
我的傻表姐 , 一直想看鬼戏 .
所以我们就选看了the hole .
ermmmm .. consider as not bad ? o.0
看完就回家咯 ! 跟表姐三八了一下 ..
就睡觉了 . 隔天要早起哦 =)
这天的心情 , 有点糟糕的 .
因为发生了一些事情让我好伤心哦 . =(

隔天六点多忽然醒来 , 就睡不着了 ..
modem又来sot sot了 , 上不到网 ..
唯有用电话上facebook咯 ..
我表姐还被我吵醒了 , 哈哈 ~ 不好意思啦 ~
过后 , 我和表姐一起出门 ..
可是去不同的地方 .. 哈哈 ..
( 不好意思 , 有点懒惰写下下午的旅途 .. xP )
玩了一整天 .. 回到家其实蛮累了 ..
可是表姐最后一天在我家了 ..
所以就陪她一起找戏看吧 ~
看鬼来电2 =x 不恐怖的 ~ 还很闷的说 =.=
不知道是不是因为我很累的关系 ~
大约5点 , 就睡觉了 =)

表姐刚刚走了 , 好不舍得她哦 T^T
希望下个星期还能见到她 ..
理应上 , 我们是约了下个星期要出的 ..
可是 , 妈咪好像有点不爽了 .. >.<
而且 , 我的time table真的是有够pek cek的 !
很难可以抽到时间出来跟她们出 ..
可是我真的好想念她们哦 .. =(
我不管 !! 我要出 !! T^T

还有两天就开学了 , tong mui被换走了 .. >.<
希望他可以换回来吧 ~
希望开学后不要有太多的改变啊 ...
好怕好怕好怕 .. 越来越没有安全感了 ..
呜呜 ~~ 希望一切顺顺利利的 .. >.<
身边很多朋友都被换组了 ..
虽然不关我事 , 但是感觉怪怪的 ..
有点不开心哦 , 不知道为什么 .. =(
希望大家能换回自己所要的组吧 ..
就算不能 , 也要继续加油哦 ! =)

* 好怕我不能handle接下来要面对的学业 . *
* 好怕成绩出来的当时 . *
* 好怕我喜欢的生活会有所改变 . *

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

❤ I'm back

I'm back =D
few days penang trip were very happy for me .
it is very memorable also . =)
but i really every lazy to describe it .
if want to know it ,
maybe you guys can visit mc's blog . xD
( tuh , i said i will do like this already . =P )

actually , i don't know what can i write .
so , i just upload some photo of my childhood memories . =P
quite miss these memories . =)

keke , last time i got full set of the comic book .
but lost . =(


keke , always watched it with my cousin sister .
memorable . =P


minnie and mickey ^^


hahaha , i think every girls must have seen two of these .

snow white .


and cinderella . missssss ~ =)


nothing else can let me write d .
something i need to write in my secret dairy again . =(
so what i can blog here , finish . =P

* i miss you . *

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

❤ Obviously

alone at old town now . quite boring at home .
stupid modem got some problem , can't online .
no movies can let me watch .
so , just bring my lovely laptop come out and online .

chit chat with my friend just now .
he said me , these few days ,
my action include my blog ,
it's too obvious . ish ! really ?!
i have to control myself . >^<
but , even i'm act obviously ,
he know it already ? realize it ?
don't know . but i know ,
he is not a stupid . he was know , maybe .

today , my cousin missed the date again .
aiks , it's ok . at least she got told me .
date her next week again .
hope she won't miss it again .
miss her so much . T^T

nothing special these few days .
yesterday i can't fall asleep .
think a lot . sudden think about him .
don't know why i will regret that i didn't persist .
i miss him , i miss our memories .
i can't forget his expression in the last night .
the last night which we leave from each other .
no matter how much i miss him ,
i believe that , we won't be together again .
because , those memories are my nightmare .
i don't want to back to those life .

my new life started for 4 months already .
i should continue enjoy it .
don't think about past things . =)
become a truly happyy tracy . =P

* expecting my penang trip ^___^ *

Sunday, September 12, 2010

❤ 贪心的感觉

今天没心情 , 不想用英文写了 .
stupid , 你最好别看吧 =(
今天的心情超差的 . 心里知道为什么 .
可是我却不能写在这里 .
只能在我的秘密日记继续 .

我心里的那个秘密已经隐藏了18天了 .
以前的我 , 心里从来不会有这样的秘密 .
我是怎么了 ? 变了 ? 胆小了 ?
跟久没联络的朋友聊天 , 他们都说我 ..
佩燕 , 你变了 . 以前的你不是这样的 .
以前的佩燕去哪里 ? 以前的佩燕很有自信的 .
对啊 , 我也觉得 , 自己的自信心全毁了 .
整个人变得胆小 , 不敢爱 .
现在这样的我 , 是好还是不好 ?
我真的不知道 ... 就算是不好的 ...
我也找不回之前的那个我了 .

今天去了kepong baru看taekwondo比赛 .
mc当referee , 不得空陪我 .
不过这早就知道了 , 所以我就自己看咯 .
比赛很快就结束了 , 因为我很迟才去 . =P
后来本来想等mc陪我吃晚餐的 ,
可是他想跟他的朋友一起吃 .
就算了吧 , 我还是不去打扰他了 .
问dear , 可是dear还没得空 .
问诚伟 , 本以为他也是不得空 .
因为他本来说7点有东西要忙 .
谁知道他却可以陪我哦 . 太感谢他了 . T.T
因为那个时候的我 , 真的很emo .
好难过好难过 ! 为什么 ?
我想这就是贪心的感觉吧 .
我不能这样哦 . 要懂得满足 .
其实我应该要很开心了 .
因为他还是对我不错啊 . =)

别想了 , 现在要好好计划 .
到底要什么时候去槟城呢 ?
到底要搭车去还是驾车去呢 ?
驾车去 , 又能驾谁的车呢 ?
还有group a到底要去哪里啦 ?
来来去去都没结果的 . >.<
假期过了一个星期了 . 快还是慢 ?
有点难想象开学的时候会怎样呢 ?
希望一切不要有太大的改变 . =(

* 我剩下14号和18号得空哦 ! *
* 谁要约我 ? =P *
* 不然你来约我好不好 ? >.< *

Friday, September 10, 2010

❤ moody

long time didn't update my blog already .
because the stupid modem got problem .
aiks . bad mood these few days .
i'm writing my blog with bad mood now .
6th i finished my last paper .
i having my sem break now .

06/09/10
after finished exam , i follow them to sg wang .
after we had our lunch , we went to roller skate .
i forgot that day's mood . maybe happy .
around 5pm , we came out and walked around .
after discuss , we continued our next round .
sing k .... felt .... not really nice .
hard to enjoy because of some reason .
actually we can sing untill 3am .
but we have no one drive to there , so ..
we have to back before the train station close .
who's idea ? =x hahaha .
k la stupid , we just kidding .
no one blame on you 1 . =P
that day i reached home around 1am+ .
have to thanks the bus driver .
we became vip that day . xD
why i say so , something happen ,
but i lazy to write it oh . =x

07/09/10
dated my dear to sg wang again .
around 2pm+ i meet with my dear .
we started our shopping . xD
we spent around RM250+ that day . =x
my dear cut her hair and me ...
set my hair became curly . =P
finally set it , but , i still don't know .
should i curly my hair ? will he like ?
maybe he like straight hair more . =(
around 8.30pm+ we reached james's house .
sorry , we were late . =P
we started to bbq , but can't full 1 . :(
after finished bbq , we went to james's room .
mui wee , yuby and daniel were slept .
dear , james and i keep chit chat in the room .
keep disturb them to sleep xD
nothing special ........................
morning , after we ate our breakfast ,
we went to jusco for movie . step up 3 again . =.=
luckily that day is wednesday , RM6 jek . =P
nite , accompany my family went for movie again .
originally i don't want to join them ,
but that day is my eldest brother's birthday .
have to accompany my dearest brother ^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER ! MUACKS !!

09/09/10
nothing special , just boring at home =.=

10/09/10
i felt don't want to boring at home anymore =.=
dated kar lap to be my kepong tourist guide .
hahaha ~ he bring me to 1U =.=
in fact we want to sing k 1 , but too expensive .
because of HARI RAYA @.@
so we just had our lunch at wong kok .
after that , we back to kepong again .
because i want to eat the tim ben gor gor . =P
next , he bring me go to desa parkcity .
weeeee ~ really a wonderful place ~
hope one day can go with him =P
ish .. waited a stupid for so long ......
but he still doing and didn't eat ... pity ... =(

today ...... just now went go with yu .
hmmmp .. later will go station one with her .
long time didn't see her d .
accompany her more today la . =)

* actually i more enjoy to write my secret diary more than write blog here . =P becuase , in my secret diary , i can write down all the feeling . especially about him . because , i don't want to let him know what my feel . quite misssss him =) *

Saturday, September 4, 2010

❤ dead .

now is 7.53am . at wei ping's house .
more 37mins , my dead time will arrive .
wuwu , stupid building construction .
make me faint . >.<
started , i really felt no mood to study .
but luckily mc asked me out to study together .
if not , i think i'll not memorize anything at all .
anyway , after this i think will be relax .
hope all the things go smooth smooth a . :p
to all my dearest friends , +U o !! ^*^

* i'm starting to feel unhappy and care ,
when he is keep mention something .
god , please tell me the answer .
what should i do now ? *

Thursday, September 2, 2010

❤ happy and unhappy .

*** angry !!!! stupid line !!!! ***
*** deleted half of my blog !!! ***
*** want to repeat same thing again !!! ***
*** WUWUWUWUWUWUWU ~ ***

these few days happened a lot of things .

let me realize and understand many from it .
all the things happened so suddenly ,
make me don't know how to face it .
but , just forget it . everything were over .
all the things back to normal .
* i hope that he didn't see that blog *

this recently very naughty . >.<
keep thinking want to go out .
even during examination period . :D
this few days keep go out with mc and wei ping .
continued after friday steamboat .
saturday night , i went go mcd for my dinner .
with mc and wei ping .
after this , we were siao !! xD
we went to look out point , saga hill and 28 .
almost 5am i only reach home .
sunday night , we went for movies again .
we watched 2 movie continuous .
monday i just stayed at home . boring . :(

next turn tuesday , this day is the worst day for me .
afternoon , i msn with mc .
suddenly he suggested to come out for revise .
for me , sure DEAL . xD
around 6pm we reached wei ping's house .
discuss about where we should to go and finally ,
MCD AGAIN !!! hahahaha .
we study till midnight and something happened .
aiks .... forget it , forget it and forget it .....
don't feel want to say again d .
cried seriously in front of mc . sorry . :(

i didn't back home because of this .
so i stayed a night at wei ping's house .
never sleep that day because of my contact lens .
very sleepy and suffer . T.T
around 9.30am , i can't stand anymore .
fall asleep . but that stupid mc keep wake me up . >.<
he scared my contact lens will make my eyes become dry .
this is he told me 1 . don't know is it truth anot . =.=
after that , i checked for my exam slip and id card .
ishhhh . i forgot to bring my id card .
thanks for mc fetched me back home and bring it . :D

after that , MCD AGAIN !!!! @@
we did the final struggle before exam . hahaha .
around 1.30pm , we back to college .
aiks , dead time arrived .
i think i really need to ready for resit it . :(
who want to accompany me ? wuwu ~ T.T
aiks , don't think about it anymore .
its time to prepare next paper ,
BUILDING CONSTRUSTION !!!
hope this i can handle well . :)

yesterday thanks for my dear and zhen wei .
told me something made me quite happy . :p
but i know , it is impossible .
i really no confident at all .
i won't be the one which stay in his heart .
even i hope to .
as someone said ,
" this is my fate , not his fate . "
anyway , everything just let it be natural .
i believe that , if the happiness is belong to me ,
it will always stand by my side . :)